Disheartened

Tuesday's word: Disheartened
Contributor: N/A
Reason: because once again my boyfriend has disappointed meI'm becoming less and less confident about this relationship.

It feels like we're retreating back to the timid days of the relationship, minus the warm fuzzy hugs and kisses. Meaning, now all there is is a lurking presence, with minimal physical contact, minimal heartfelt words, etc. I don't get ANYTHING from him, and so have gotten rather disheartened by this disappearance of all things that made this relationship work. Instead, now, there are disagreements, tears, and disappointment.
I don't know what to do anymore. More and more now I've been thinking of breaking up with him, but my love at least stops me from doing so. I love him, yet I don't believe that I can live my whole life with him. Why, why, why (not)? Why can't we just get past all these petty differences?

Love

Stupid.
Pointless.
Tedious.
Painful.

Passionate.
Heartwarming.
Forgiving.

The center of the soul.

Pennies

Sunday's word: Pennies
Contributor: Michelle Dinh Tran
Reason: she's feeling like a poor bum? shrug o.o

to be updated

Seashell

Friday's word: Seashell
Contributor: Michelle Dinh Tran
Reason: it's half past midnight and her mind is on crack? shrug.

to be updated soon

Puff! the magic dragon

Thursday's word: Puff
Contributor: Michelle Dinh Tran
Reason: because puff is apparently fluffy fluffy fluffy fluffy?

(Sorry for this post sounding like pewp, I'm tired.)

Puff. This word reminds me of cigars and cigarettes, which remind me of Lewis, who then reminds me of all things good, haha! My first reaction to the word "puff" is clouds though, then I instantly think "Puff the Magic Dragon!!" hahaha. From there, my mind goes into a whirlwind of badness, a.k.a. drugs. 'Cuz apparently, Puff was taken off television because the theme song had too many druggie implications, telling kids to do drugs and whatnot, though honestly, how would a six year old be smart enough to analyze so deeply? This is beyond me.
Oh well. :P America's weird, haha.
I liked Puff the Magic Dragon... he made for a good cartoon, lol!
The song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZuvq4Ziw34&feature=related
The interpretations: http://www.snopes.com/music/songs/puff.asp

Banana

Word: Banana
Contributor: Alex Hom
Reason: 'cause bananas are just that damned awesome?

There's really only one thing I can say about the word "banana":

BANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANNANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA...

it's a really fun word to say! :D

R

Monday's letter: R
Contributor: Crack Sister Michelle
Reason: beaaats me again... she wants a crack-upper though. I doubt that's gonna happen... :P

R. It's really quite a nice letter... The delicate curve of the D, the line of the P, and of course, that wonderful little leg of its \. I like the letter R.
RAWR. Double Rs! and my favorite word (maybe). :] It reminds me of all those friends back from high school, who weren't ever really friends, more of people I stuck with just to get by. GRAWRG is what Aaron used to say, RAWR is what Lewis says, and GRAWR is me. Haha! funny. Lewis is like the base! RAWR is contained in all three variations. :] teehee.
Ohh... interesting... ~lost in thought~... Sorry!

~clears throat~
R as in Ricochet. like my heart. like my BULLETS. like the bullets IN my heart! whee! I love that word... ricochet... sounds so gnarly. bahahah! GNARLY. Rs ftw foo! xD
Relaying, ricocheting rockets rotate 'round rotten ropes ridden red from rocketeers' rambouillets' rancid raisins. That DEFINITELY makes sense. Don't doubt it.

Okay, I'm so over this. I had so many ideas for R, but my brain shut down on me hours ago (dude, its 8 in the morning. What the hell am I doing up?), and my stomach is growling like mad. I think... it's time for breakfast... hahaha.

Ciao! Thanks for reading (or not). :]